Feeling really lonely lately. I feel like I haven’t been able to emotionally connect with anyone in…uh, forever? Life is really wonderful and beautiful for me right now, but I just really want to know what it feels like to be in love with someone. I’ve never ever felt that way about anyone, I haven’t even ever told anyone that I was in love with them… Because I never have been.. Bleh I just wanna cuddle and feel someone else’s skin on mine and actually feel something towards them.
Living in a dream where illusions are reality, 3rd eye blinded by propaganda faculty, demons fighting for my mind thats not your brother but your mine divided we can’t form a line this is how the greedy shine. Put a rifle in my hand and send me to a foreign land, tell me its to remain free but we strike first how can it be? Work yourself into the grave to buy more things when you get paid, the price goes up won’t raise the wage now your no better off a slave. Land of the free how can it be? An oligarchy meant to be.
going back to Atlanta to get tattooed in less than 8 days!!! ah!!!!
Just sitting here at 4:36 am getting really baked and thinking about how I wish I was in love